黑暗中的歌声

现在想想，长大了的阿修罗应该去攻夜叉王啊。
这种剧情群众绝对喜闻乐见的好么！
而且不像OP里面的罗，阿修罗没有尺寸方面的落差……

Of course, I don't particularly care who's on top exactly. Which means this ficlet makes me super happy! Of course, my own plot bunnies are just straight up twisted and terrible.

In other news, I finished the 2018 version of Legend of Galactic Heroes today. Oh good lord. I don't recall Yang & co being so good looking! Just look at Walter von Schenkopp! Mama, there goes that man!!! On the other hand, Reuenthal got de-aged way too much. He looks like a K-pop idol now orz. I saw a comment that said "This is a KuroBasu version of LoGH." I mean, they're not wrong... Still though, I'm glad I spent an afternoon watching it (instead of, well, working).

Then for some reason I started reminiscing about 天空戦記 シュラト Shurato with Tai (because Reiga!!!), and upon Wiki-ing, we were both shocked to find out that Renge was a girl. (We blame Shun from Saint Seiya for this, really.) I watched a little of it on YTube and...despite the terrible resolution, Reiga was every bit as awesome as I remembered. It totally foretold my later love for Kakashi. :P

want to write Amou→Misumi fic want to write Amou→Misumi fic want to write Amou→Misumi fic want to write Amou→Misumi fic aaaaaaaah

And, since this journal is 99% just me recording things down for myself, I am going to plaster my unpopular opinion over it...

Doumeki/Yashiro. I get it. I don't dislike it. I even follow it with some interest, which is far more than I can say for Kageyama/Kuga. Buuuut I don't feel particularly touched by it. When I look up Saezuru stuff people are pouring their hearts out for the two of them, dissecting their relationship in earnest, and I'm like...ehhhh.

Is it because I don't particularly feel for Yashiro? It's possible that I prefer human toilet Yashiro to in-love Yashiro, because the latter is just...not that interesting. One thing that always bugged me about Yashiro is how he's unwilling to become a "real" yakuza—when he has already been one for so many years. I mean, is it too much to ask for a bit of professionalism or at least honesty here? I get it that the author want to make the character sympathetic...but to me that just signals emotional weakness.

So yeah, I don't know if that's why I don't feel for Yashiro. Or Doumeki. Intellectually I know they have gone through literal hell but...there is a visceral disconnection. Strangely enough, their inner tortures do not move me (as opposed to, say, Amou's kata-omoi towards Misumi, or Misumi's lost loves).

One last thing: It seems to me that the rapist father (in all variations) pops up way, way, waaaaaaay too often in Japanese yaoi manga, especially yakuza related ones. To be honest, I am not sure what is the appropriate reaction to this...trope.

我对于四月的计划本来是这样的：炒炒莴笋、看看话剧、翻翻小说、打打游戏。
可惜人无远虑必有近忧呀，所以我明天一大早就得去看牙医了——again。
而这一次……恐怕是要有大麻烦了。Orz

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为何我家Zoro辣么帅！辣么帅！！辣么帅！！！
为何罗和他家Cora-san这CP这么冷！这么冷！！这么冷冷冷冷冷冷冷冷！！！不觉得尾田欠他们一个HE吗！现代AU不会搞吗？？？原著AU不会搞吗？？？要知道Cora先生不涂彩妆（喂）绝对也是正点男人一个的呀！
至于Luffy……Luffy是Zoro的你们都死开……

It's been...what? Seven years? But I think I can finally start watching One Piece again.
It almost feels like a betrayal, because yeah, Ace.
There is still no way for me to read/watch the Battle of Marineford, but it's just that...when Sengoku said 受けた愛に理由などつけるな, I...I wanted to cry, and not out of sadness.

虽然明摆着不是官配，可《鸣鸟不飞》里面我真的很喜欢三角x矢代这个CP。（三角这个老男人为啥这么有魅力呢。Orz）百目鬼对于矢代来说自然是极好的，然而说穿了，我还是喜欢两个变态棋逢对手（？）的感觉。喝了交杯酒的干爹和义子，一方面是宠爱和牵挂，另一方面是尊敬和……大概是想要逃离吧。

( 太长了剪掉。 )

洛萨帅呆了帅呆了帅呆了帅呆了帅呆了帅呆了帅呆了怎么可以这么帅！！！（他一反手把卡德加压在桌子上那里我就已经被他帅得倒抽了一口气……）
我联盟城美人美装备也美！！！！
周三打算再刷去……

真的想看洛萨受啊5555555
但是他的CP我好像只能接受洛麦和洛卡……卡德加按照在电影里面的一脸格策样，要攻是不大可能的。于是这么看下来也只有能指望麦迪文能……偶尔攻一下他。
但是这两个人实在是太虐虐虐虐虐……当然洛萨和卡德加到后来也超级虐，但在第二部电影拍出来之前（如果有的话）都还可以欺骗一下自己说洛萨没死嘛。

归根结底，一切都是萨格拉斯的错啦！！！！

没错我说的就是卡伊。

关系不好就算了，互动多也行；互动不多就算了，时髦值高也行；时髦值不高就算了，颜值高也行；颜值不高就算了，性格搭调也行；性格不搭就算了，同人模式好也行；同人模式雷人……不太好算了……吧？
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为了在中文圈子里面安利马克这个CP我开了个lofter……=_=
http://summer-rose.lofter.com

里面大概就是一些关于克林西同志（以及德国时泪足球）的碎碎念之类的东西……

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在发现马特乌斯同志今年将自己刚出生的小儿子取名叫Milan之后，我整个人就处于一种orz的状态。

——不，我不是所谓的真爱粉。搞RPS的要谈真爱，那是分分钟把自己玩死的节奏。但我这人啊，别的不行，脑洞开起来那却是一个接一个。

前一阵翻出某报纸采访，里面玫瑰说他作为球员的时代已经过去了，他更希望人们作为教练来看待他。似乎也是同一篇里，他提起在这么多年之后他对于比赛的细节基本上都已经不记得，在模糊的记忆中只有当时的感情还能留下。（——谁让你不写日记的。）

写到这里突然想起老马可是写日记的主儿呢。虽然哈哈，哈哈，哈哈。

我大概是想说，我很高兴在二十多年之后，米兰对于洛塔尔仍然是有着特殊意义的，并且我愿意相信那“意义”里的一部分有着玫瑰的身影。





——事隔十六年，又在梅阿查相逢。

不知道当时坐在观众席上的他们，在往那片绿茵望去时，会不会看到那么多年前彼此的影子。

算了，诚实一点好了。只能说我永远都是死在某些点上——不是德国人就是俄国人。

过去二十四小时里在无限loop某古早《罗密欧与朱丽叶》电影里的曲子What is a Youth（电影原版，Glen Weston翻版，手嶌葵翻版）。

What is a youth? Impetuous fire.
What is a maid? Ice and desire.
The world wags on...
A rose will bloom, it then will fade.
So does a youth, so does the fairest maid.

这impetuous fire和ice and desire简直不能更戳人。

然后就好想拿这个来写马克文。

当然还有“how are you how old are you”的泰戈尔《园丁集》No.41……那属于不知道怎么摘抄因为每一个字都打在我心坎上。

然后也好想拿这个来写马克文。

反正这几天的结论就是该写马克文。（呆滞望天）有太多料需要补的感觉……但是也至少还有点料可以补。不像隔壁花滑的库萨………………

( The Gardener No.41 )

It's exceedingly rare when a sequel is vastly superior to the original movie, but this one has managed it (although in part because I really didn't think much of the first one).

I think it's mostly because 1) the overall topic is more relevant to today's society, 2) Natasha & Sam are OMG SO MUCH BETTER THAN PEGGY CARTER, and 3) Hydra v.2 is more interesting than Hydra v.1.

The Winter Soldier actually...doesn't figure too much into my perception of the movie, despite the fact that his moniker is right in the title. I mean Sebastian Stan is cute & the character design of Bucky is definitely my cup of tea, but aside from the very last 5 minutes of the movie, one could substitute the Winter Soldier with any random Super Assassin and it wouldn't have affected the plot progression at all. There was a point when I was startled to see Bucky on the screen...because I'd forgotten his plotline.

And Natasha—oh yes, Natasha. I loved loved LOVED all her scenes in this movie. Plus, the way she flirted with Cap was just so...perfect. Sign me up for Steve/Natasha! (....but why are the first 2 pages of this ship's AO3 collection filled with E or at least M-rated fics? I'm really looking for more subtle, UST-kind of stuff.) When you add Bucky into the mix—and youhave to, given his history with Steve plus his canon (the Marvel version of canon, at least) status as the Black Widow's boyfriend—you pretty much have on your hands a OT3. I rarely do OT3s, but this might be as close as I'm ever going to get to a true OT3.

Now the question becomes, how to wade through the fics out there....