黑暗中的歌声

首先是《鸣鸟不飞》更新啦~
上一章：无话可说，除了我以前还真没见过这么悲催的两情相悦肉……
这一章：三角！老男人终于上线，而且戏份还不少，开心~
天羽对三角的一片红心盖章了，这个消息一点都不爆炸——爆炸的是三角过去有一个“另一半”的手下，就连矢代也无法代替。
为何又是白月光啊照天涯的两端啊……
以及为何觉得三角这下子插了一身的flag……

复习了一下池玲文的《媚之凶刃》，突然感觉加赋外貌有点像罗。O_o 是因为小胡子的关系吗…… 霸道总裁也很像。(而且韭泽这个小变态也是他干儿子，简直不能更棒hahahahaha)

哦对了《媚之凶刃》还出续集了……看来作者还是想走正剧路线吧。

緒川千世的《殷红剧场》算短篇大概。主CP简直作得毫无新意而且还强行HE，还是番外的大叔CP有看头！米夏埃尔站在那里一瞥“我并没有那么温柔”就让人想跪了。才华横溢+不要脸是一个极好的combo（咦这不是矢代吗）。请一定和旧情人保持炮友关系啊谢谢。

还有一个病得厉害的漫（我想在MangaPark上带着psychological的也许都是病漫）是Psyche Delico的《蟷螂の檻》——一定要形容的话，大概是“我圈真乱”的昭和之花黑暗肥皂剧？画风挺素的，兄弟两条情节线我也只对弟弟那条感兴趣，不过有些台词实在病得太合我口味了。（¯﹃¯）

追加：

桂小町的《赤と黒》目前只有三话，是《口红》的衍生故事，讲的是大和和Yukio这两个黑N代。《口红》的主CP我一般喜欢（主要是因为小受外观太……女性化了），但是这个黑道的竹马竹马坑我跳了！！交杯酒萌到飞起！虽然大和这个别扭少主求个炮都求得这么……隐晦，就目前来说他家忠犬不接招那是当然的。高高在上的人是讨不到男朋友的！（什么鬼）总之作者的推特账号已经fo了，看到本来只是打算搞个短篇但决定要长篇，简直狂喜乱舞。

话说《口红》别的都还行，就是设定太hhhhh中二了……虽然想一想《少女革命》和《天上天下》不也就这一个调调吗，而且后者还特么怪力乱神……

夏目カズキ的也看了一些……《I Hate》以前就看过了。《Mods》是老漫，第一次看。男男版的救风尘——话说小白和时雨那关系真的很像罗和柯拉松。=_= 包括要一起跑路什么的…… 《By My Side》是新坑，打算继续追。

许嵩的《天龙八部之宿敌》的MV那是什么鬼……这位小哥真的，完全，必须，不能拍古装啊……他的脸型和眼睛形状注定了他必须要戴眼镜才能看。O_o

咳咳，其实这是走题了。我看到这MV是因为有人拿这歌给《艋舺》里面的佑龙CP剪了一个很棒的吐便当后续。

不得不说这CP浑身都是我的萌点，以至于虽然电影里面情杀开樱花挂了一个，虽然信誓旦旦说“才不萌中文背景原作呢”好多年，也仍然就……义无反顾掉下去了。orz 主要是官方，实在，太给力了。演员接吻都出来了。用豆瓣某影评的标题说就是：我们有理由相信这个世界上所有的黑道组织都是基佬大本营。（什么？你和我说《教父》？教父里面那难道不也是吗！）

电影是N年前的，翻同人也只翻到一点点废墟，唯有长叹相见恨晚。静下心一想，这两个人（特别是同人里面）真就是典型的codependency，不健康那是一定的，但两个人都乐在其中嘛也就算了…… 毕竟我这几天在翻阅了N本日本原创耽美漫画之后，忍不住抓住烤鱼嚎叫“我就是想看一个好端端自然而然长成变态的人，行不行？既然进了黑道就干一行爱一行，行不行？” 说到底，这两个人都完全符合要求。阮经天演的和尚真是不错，凤小岳的太子爷也挺魔性的。

《宿敌》里面两句歌词，特别符合这两个人——
是劫是缘随我心（龙->佑）
除了你万敌不侵（佑->龙）

说起来，看到的同人里面，和尚吐了便当之后太子总是象征性地纠结一下就彻底原谅了他。不过我觉得吧，事情没那么简单。太子的确是有非常软弱的一面，并且他十多年来也一直都非常依赖和尚。从这个角度来说，他没有办法不原谅和尚（见：codependency）。可是杀父之仇（哪怕和尚的确是想着为了他才……），还有手上兄弟的血，不是一时半刻能洗干净的——或者说，恐怕是一辈子都没法洗干净的。同人里面那种“你欠我太多要用你一辈子来还”，也许16岁的太子说得出来，但是经历了丧父和手足相残的18岁的太子……如果还那么说，未免也太不长进了。

所以虽然这一对明明就是萌的codependency而且我也爱看和尚吐便当继续一人之下万人之上，但我还是希望太子能长大一点。哪怕感情上摆脱不了和尚（并没有想让他摆脱好吗），主观意识上还是要更自立一点才好啊。不过按照这个路数，大概就是和尚吐便当，太子在“无法不原谅”和“无法原谅”之间纠结，结果逃避选择去美国，留下和尚继续在艋舺等他……然后哪天太子开窍了想通了就回来……了？

然而和尚已经忍了十二年没对太子出手如果都互通心意了还要继续忍N年的话未免也太不人道了

给喜欢谍报/破案电视剧的同志们（特别是姑娘们）狂推《布莱切利四人组》这部英剧。四个主要女性角色都棒呆了！ 不卖肉不卖蠢，四位拥有头脑、勇气和正义感的女性彼此扶持一起斗罪犯。虽然时代背景是上个世纪五零年代，这四个角色放在今日的环境中也毫不逊色。

The Bletchley Circle (available on Netflix) is AWESOME! I especially love how it portrays its female characters, whose stories, friendships, struggles, and triumphs form the backbone of this series. I really really wish it had more episodes... T_T

Liberté酸奶真是太好吃了！又香醇又浓滑但是一点都不腻，完全符合我对酸奶的一切要求！虽然这东西居然能在Wholefoods卖我也很惊讶啦……那么高卡路里高胆固醇的……（一边说一边打开了第二瓶）

Day 06. A guilty pleasure fic

The La Beneamata series by myself & asukajude (Football RPS, Matthäus/Klinsmann, Beckenbauer/Cruyff)

For so many reasons. So many. All those plot bunnies which may never see the light of day...


Day 07. A fic with a wonderful kiss

I almost never remember any kissing scene—as in, I know kissing must have been involved at some point, I just don’t remember any of its particulars. Having said this, although I’m trying my hardest to not re-nominate any of fics already mentioned in this meme from 4 years ago, I’ll have to go with….

the bridge or the pulley by michi_thekiller (Kingdom Hearts/Final Fantasy VIII, Seifer/Squall, Leon/Seifer)

And one day, this boy would be big and tall and muscular, harsh in his beauty, and strong, certainly strong enough to press one against a wall in a deep green garden, to be tongue and teeth and not to listen so well when one said no because there was a yes folded inside of it.

Just one of the many parts of that glorious fic that has always stuck in my head. :P


Day 08. A fic you plan on reading (old or new)

Kissing Gourami by草加ミチル (Prince of Tennis, Atobe/Tezuka)

Gakuto and Ryou’s POV on Atobe and Tezuka. The last time I read this it wasn’t completed yet I think. Some parts of it, OMGOMGOMG.

手塚の黒い目がゆっくりと動いて、俺の目を見下ろす。
感情の見えないその目は何故だか物言わぬ恐竜を連想させる。
古い、古い時代の、数億年の長い時を生きた種族。


Day 09. A fic that makes you happy

I don’t even remember the name or the author of this tiny gem of a fic but it ALWAYS cracks me (and whomever I’m describing it to) up….

It’s a present-day Arthur/Merlin fic. The idea is that Merlin, after all these years, has FINALLY found Arthur’s reincarnation (you know, once and future king and all). So Merlin’s all like, MY KING let us work together to bring England back to Glory (yes with a capital G)! And the young Arthur goes, YEAH TOTALLY I’M GONNA START BY CAPTAINING THE FOOTBALL TEAM TO BECOME WORLD CHAMPIONS BECAUSE THAT’S CLEARLY THE FIRST STEP!


Day 10. A fic that reminds you of someone

尘埃飞舞 by River_RS (MCU, Thor/Loki/Thor, Natasha/Clint)

Due to the Hong Kong AU setting I can never think about without thinking about iris242x….. Also—yes, whatever else, bloody good fic. Not just for Thor and Loki, but for Natasha and Clint as well.

B站神视频：《向天再借五百年》—谨以此视频缅怀安达尔人与先民的国王，七大王国统治者暨全境守护者，拜拉席恩家族的乔佛里一世。

一代明君乔大帝千古！！！

It's exceedingly rare when a sequel is vastly superior to the original movie, but this one has managed it (although in part because I really didn't think much of the first one).

I think it's mostly because 1) the overall topic is more relevant to today's society, 2) Natasha & Sam are OMG SO MUCH BETTER THAN PEGGY CARTER, and 3) Hydra v.2 is more interesting than Hydra v.1.

The Winter Soldier actually...doesn't figure too much into my perception of the movie, despite the fact that his moniker is right in the title. I mean Sebastian Stan is cute & the character design of Bucky is definitely my cup of tea, but aside from the very last 5 minutes of the movie, one could substitute the Winter Soldier with any random Super Assassin and it wouldn't have affected the plot progression at all. There was a point when I was startled to see Bucky on the screen...because I'd forgotten his plotline.

And Natasha—oh yes, Natasha. I loved loved LOVED all her scenes in this movie. Plus, the way she flirted with Cap was just so...perfect. Sign me up for Steve/Natasha! (....but why are the first 2 pages of this ship's AO3 collection filled with E or at least M-rated fics? I'm really looking for more subtle, UST-kind of stuff.) When you add Bucky into the mix—and youhave to, given his history with Steve plus his canon (the Marvel version of canon, at least) status as the Black Widow's boyfriend—you pretty much have on your hands a OT3. I rarely do OT3s, but this might be as close as I'm ever going to get to a true OT3.

Now the question becomes, how to wade through the fics out there....

Netflix recommended Vanity Fair (2004) to me. Couldn't finish watching it even though Jonathan Rhys Meyers is such eye candy, but the opening theme by Sissel is just hauntingly beautiful. I never cared for the original poem much (sorry Lord Byron), so it was a truly pleasant surprise to hear it as a mesmerizing song.

She Walks in Beauty
by Sissel / Mychael Danna

She walks in beauty, like the night
Of cloudless climes and starry skies;

And all that's best of dark and bright
Meet in her aspect and her eyes:
Thus mellow'd to that tender light
Which heaven to gaudy day denies.

She walks in beauty, like the night
Of cloudless climes and starry skies.

My Journey Into Mystery: Fear Itself is here! Though I have most of the issues individually, I still think this is a good buy. The price is reasonable (steep discount from Amazon), and the artwork (all in color) is beautiful (and this is from someone who usually has no taste for Marvel/DC art styles!). It's just that much easier to read when the thin volumes are compressed into a single book. And the interview with Kieron Gillen at the end is very fun, too.

And did I mention the storyline is BEYOND AWESOME? A must, must, must for any Loki fan! (No, I'm not being paid to write this...)

这是Marvel新的Loki篇“Journey Into Mystery”漫画单篇的头五本合集。一本如果单买是三块，但是很多已经买不到了。所以亚马逊的价格其实很划算。虽然其实单本的我大部分都有，但我打算等后面两本出来了也买。因为单本的话每一本都太薄了，还是几本录一起读比较爽。^_^

全彩精装。画风真心漂亮。末尾有对原作者的采访，很好玩。对于Loki命以及喜欢Thor/Loki的人而言，故事非常非常非常给力。就是这书让我开始真的爱上Loki的！