such a love

"You come back here with blood on your hands and death in your eyes and still you won't say it. You want me, Squall Leonhart, you want me so bad that you can taste me on the back of your tongue and goddammit, here I am! Wanting you back, needing you in ways you cannot even imagine, lusting for you now like I've done for as long as I can remember and still you want to deny me. What the hell do you think is between us? You think we're comrades? Fellow warriors? Brothers in arms? Yes, we are, all of those things but beneath it all is your absolute compulsion to get on your back, wrap your legs around me and reduce me to nothing.

"Tell me you don't want me, Squall. Tell me right now that you've dreamed of anything besides me since Time Compression and I'll go back to my room right now. We'll go back to Garden, I'll become SeeD and we'll all settle into life like the good little girls and boys we're supposed to be. But if you're honest enough to tell me the truth, then I'll stay, I'll be yours and I'll never leave you again. You want me, Squall, I know you do. And I know because I feel it too. I always have."

—Misery's Son, by Pixie518